I'm so A.D.D.

I'm feeling very frustrated right now by people. So many people.

My 'sister' and her husband are nothing but lazy. He has hip and back problems and she 'can't work with people'. Or something. They don't pay their bills and it seems as though they expect other people to help them all the time. Be it the Gov. or my parents. Everything that is going on right now just has the lady who gave birth to us's stench all over it.. and it stinks bad! I give them 3 months before they start losing their house. They have this new payment thing now. If they don't pay the $300 some dollars by the due date the percentage rate goes up and the payment doubles. If they don't pay it that month the percentage rate goes up again and doubles again. So, it would be over $1200. My Mom and I were talking this afternoon saying that because when my husband and I were in a bad way they let us move in with them. My husband was working and I was pregnant with our 2nd child and going to school. We were activly looking for a house and paying off all of our bills that were holding us back. Anyways... My Mom and I both know that they are going to expect my parents to let them move in there because of the fact that they let my family move in there for a while. My Mom said there was no way they were moving in there though. She said she wouldn't be able to stand being around them and their kids all day because they're all brats. They break everything. I could constantly bitch about them for forever.

I'm also frustrated with my husband right now. It takes so much to get him to actually do things that are productive, not just cook sometimes and make a mess for me to clean up. Aside from him having the job and me being housewife and Mommy and not really 'earning' money, it almost seems like I'm a single parent. He doesn't even know how to do the littlest things involving the kids sometimes it seems. It seems like he just wants to play with them and that's it. I know this isn't true and I love my Husband, sometimes he just frustrates the HELL out of me.

I've also been collecting books to start my book store. I'm going to start it on Amazon 1st before I find a building and finish school. I also was thinking of other things that I'm going to sell in my store. I figure I'm just gonna go for it and sell out. Sell novelty 'witch baskets' I'll explain more about them later.. I know they'll sell just because people buy stuff like them all the time..

Anyways.. I'm outie. I gotta find something to do..